Thursday, October 27, 2011

SGD Day 4: 500 calories

I'm starting the SGD today, but since it is thursday I'll have to start on day 4 (SGD allows higher  calories over the weekend so I don't want to throw it off--I'll just loop back around and do days 1-3 at the end).


So far today...
weight: 112.6 lbs
exercise: 55 mins of jogging
food: 500 calories left (which I'll use for dinner when my parents get home)


Tomorrow I have an interview at my local Target.  I hope to get a part-time job there so I can volunteer at my old high school but still have money.  I plan on going to school next year for my teaching credential so I need volunteer experience and also letters of recommendation for my application.


Bah, like I said in my last post there isn't much going on in my life right now haha...

Time for a change...

I've been living at home for almost a month now...  I haven't gotten a job yet, which is why I haven't been posting (I haven't been doing anything lol)..  Anyway, when I moved back home I had been stuck at the same weight for ~5 months.  Now I weigh even more (gross).  I decided that although I never stick to these calorie plans, I have to do something to keep me from snacking all day while I sit around bored.  I plan to post on here everyday as well to keep me on track with running and the diet. Hopefully I can also fit in some yoga/pilates too :)

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

:)

I'm past the first two days of the HCG diet where I'm supposed to "gorge" myself with 1500-2000 calories.  I didn't actually eat that much and I also didn't get to take the drops as often as I was supposed to so I hope it still works out.  I might have to start it over again when I move back home because ideally I'm supposed to take the drops 6 times a day and that is really hard to do when I'm working!!


.something.so.small. I got my drops on amazon.com so I'm not sure if they're legitimate but the reviews seemed pretty good.  I'm pretty sure they were less than $20 too.


americaneaglelove Thanks for the encouragement! And that is so cool that you're in cross country.  I hurt my foot a while ago and haven't gone running in ages D=  but I promise I'll start up again next week when I'm at home and have nothing to do anyway :D

Monday, September 26, 2011

Wow

I've been gone for a long time. Mostly because of work and computer troubles.  Also went to Hawaii :D


Bah I still don't really have a working computer.  My old laptop officially died (hard drive died I believe).  It sucked but then I started using an old laptop by boyfriend fixed.  But the screen on that one died.  So now I'm using my sister's broken laptop.  Half the screen is cracked and it really hurts my eyes but I'm desperate!!


I've been 111 pounds since like May.  Something ridiculous like that.  I hit a plateau and couldn't figure out how to get past it.  Plus I really wanted an excuse to eat "normally" so I basically told myself that I couldn't get past the plateau anyway.  So for the past few months I've been going back and forth between eating normally, gorging myself, and starving myself. bleh.


But now I've got one week left in my apartment before I move back in with my parents...  Ironically, I'm actually kind of looking forward to it because both of my parents will be at work all day so there will be no one to monitor my exercise/eating habits.  It's weird, but the freedom that came with living away from my parents left me with a ton of roommates that I have to watch out for.  I've only exercised at my apartment once because somehow everyone was gone while I had some time off from work.  I could always go out for runs, but I had to limit myself to once a day if someone else saw me go out earlier.  My roomies know about my bad eating habits, but I don't think they know the full extent of it....  Anyway, like I said, I'm looking forward to going home for a little while at least :D


So for the most part I haven't taken diet pills.  I think I've tried 3 different kinds, and I finished the bottles but I've never really noticed their effects.  My main appetite suppresant is coffee/caffeine.  I get by without eating until dinner through that.  But I bought some HCG drops a while ago and just tried them today.  I like the effect so far (probably because there's alcohol in it lol) but we'll see how it goes later in the day and tomorrow.  I'm supposed to eat 1500-2000 calories the first 2 days, then 500 cals for up to 21-40 days.


Ahh gotta go, my battery is dying!!!  Hopefully I will be able to update again soon.

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

just wanted to let you guys know that im still here... just havent had the time to sort through things and create a coherent post...

Monday, August 15, 2011

Wah, sorry for being MIA lately...  I got strep throat which kept me from doing anything fun for a week and a half :( Also went through a (tiny) period of time when I thought maybe I should just be satisfied with my body.  This lasted a few days until I saw a girl I work with (she had been on vacation for 1.5 weeks).  She is the same height as I am but sooooooo tiny.  She's really cute and guy customers are always flirting with her.  I don't need that because I have a boyfriend, but still... 

So I'm going to try to get back to my original habit of not eating during the day and having only a small meal at night.  I hope this helps me lose some weight, as I haven't really lost anything in FOREVER!  I really need something to jumpstart my weight loss...

Anyway, I'm off to catch up on all your blogs since I haven't logged in in soooo long !!

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

A few things...

Yesterday was the first day of class for the second half of summer school...  Also the first time I didn't have class yay!  It feels so nice to be done with school and not worry about due dates and homework, etc.  Although yesterday I kept feeling like I was forgetting to do something, I knew there wasn't anything for me to do lol.

Anyway, as nice as yesterday should have been, I ended up getting pretty sick.  I had a fever all night and was burning up for the rest of the day.  Then my throat started bothering me and my stomach hurt soooo badly.  The only thing I could think of was, well at least I can't eat and no one will say anything to me about not eating...

Yesterday security cameras were also installed at my work.  This sucks because I always get salads there for my lunch/dinner (eat half for lunch and half for dinner), but now I have to pay for them and even with my employee discount I still can't justify spending $2.50 for a bowl of lettuce everyday when I could just chop up some lettuce from the grocery store.  (I really hate paying for food, it's such a waste!)  Anyway this could be a good thing or a bad thing.  I am not going to pay for my lunch, which means I just won't eat during the day = good thing.  But I also won't have my half salad for dinner, so I'll end up eating food with way more calories at night = bad thing.  I guess I just need to make sure to keep my portions tiny at night, even though I'll be pretty hungry by then.  I did it during Lent when I fasted between 6am and 6pm and only ate a small meal for dinner.  I lost sooo much weight doing that, and I haven't really lost anything since then either :(

I really need to run a bit this week, but I'm so tired from being sick.  I have a 5k coming up this weekend though, and it's my first one so I want to be prepared for it!