just wanted to let you guys know that im still here... just havent had the time to sort through things and create a coherent post...

Wah, sorry for being MIA lately...  I got strep throat which kept me from doing anything fun for a week and a half :( Also went through a (tiny) period of time when I thought maybe I should just be satisfied with my body.  This lasted a few days until I saw a girl I work with (she had been on vacation for 1.5 weeks).  She is the same height as I am but sooooooo tiny.  She's really cute and guy customers are always flirting with her.  I don't need that because I have a boyfriend, but still... 

So I'm going to try to get back to my original habit of not eating during the day and having only a small meal at night.  I hope this helps me lose some weight, as I haven't really lost anything in FOREVER!  I really need something to jumpstart my weight loss...

Anyway, I'm off to catch up on all your blogs since I haven't logged in in soooo long !!

A few things...

Yesterday was the first day of class for the second half of summer school...  Also the first time I didn't have class yay!  It feels so nice to be done with school and not worry about due dates and homework, etc.  Although yesterday I kept feeling like I was forgetting to do something, I knew there wasn't anything for me to do lol.

Anyway, as nice as yesterday should have been, I ended up getting pretty sick.  I had a fever all night and was burning up for the rest of the day.  Then my throat started bothering me and my stomach hurt soooo badly.  The only thing I could think of was, well at least I can't eat and no one will say anything to me about not eating...

Yesterday security cameras were also installed at my work.  This sucks because I always get salads there for my lunch/dinner (eat half for lunch and half for dinner), but now I have to pay for them and even with my employee discount I still can't justify spending $2.50 for a bowl of lettuce everyday when I could just chop up some lettuce from the grocery store.  (I really hate paying for food, it's such a waste!)  Anyway this could be a good thing or a bad thing.  I am not going to pay for my lunch, which means I just won't eat during the day = good thing.  But I also won't have my half salad for dinner, so I'll end up eating food with way more calories at night = bad thing.  I guess I just need to make sure to keep my portions tiny at night, even though I'll be pretty hungry by then.  I did it during Lent when I fasted between 6am and 6pm and only ate a small meal for dinner.  I lost sooo much weight doing that, and I haven't really lost anything since then either :(

I really need to run a bit this week, but I'm so tired from being sick.  I have a 5k coming up this weekend though, and it's my first one so I want to be prepared for it!